I Can’t Handle This, Please Help Me?
Question by Marie: I can’t handle this, please help me?
Sunday, July 31, 2011 (Today)
My brother was found dead in the bathroom from a drug overdose. My mom found him. He was only nineteen. He wanted to join the Army.
The worst part is, is that he almost died a few months ago too from a heroine overdose, but the ambulance brang him back to life. Why wasn’t that a wake up call for him?
I’m Agnostic, but I’ll say that God gave him a second chance. He didnt take it.
I never saw him in two years. I never got to say goodbye, or have that last hug.
I live in Florida with my step-dad, mom, and sister.
He and the rest of my family lived up in Jersey. And my mom was up there taking care of her mom and dad (my grandparents), and he was staying with them.
I’m starting school in the end of August, and I’m a wreck, and I won’t be able to get through school.
I’ll be crying all the time, even though I try not to, I can’t help it. I know I’ll need to move on sooner or later, but.. I can’t. He was so young, and I love him so much. I’d give the world just to see his face. There’s so much more left to say, if he was with me today face to face. I never knew I could hurt like this, and everyday that life goes on, I just wish I could talk to him for awhile. He’s just gone to soon.
Best answer:
Answer by Floyd Johns
I have a coworker that knows Ill text and hit you back.
Answer by Alice Bright
i know how you feel. my cousin went suicide recently.
i have to admit its sad he didnt take the second chance.
you have to pray. i know you might not want to but it WILL help. i promise. god will make it better. try listening to music to feel better. im really sorry. i hope i helped.my personal favorite sad song is If I Die Young By: The Band Perry.
Good Luck
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